rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil


“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

The National Eating Disorders Association (NEDA) helpline
1-800-931-2237 (they also offer click-to-chat messaging)

SAMHSA Hotline for individuals and family members facing mental health and/or substance use disorders
1-800-662-HELP (4357)
TTY: 1-800-487-4889

Love Is Respect. Love is more than just the way you feel. Text loveis to 22522 for support and help understanding healthy relationships.
TTY 1-866-331-8453
Text: loveis to 22522
Chat Online:

Or if you need immediate support, please reach out to your local crisis text line:
USA: Text HOME to 741741
UK: Text SHOUT to 85258
Canada: Text CONNECT to 686868 or 741741

Learn how to save lives at
Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

Find resources for your path to recovery at the Recovery Resource Hub (


  • Mimi Smithson
    Mimi SmithsonVor 5 Stunden

    Everyone keeps saying no ones really helping her but if you’ve been paying any attention they tried for years of her life to control what she did and it didn’t work if anything it pushed her further over the edge. They are discussing how they’re still exploring and that this is an ongoing battle but they’re all on board with doing everything they can to help her get better. Working with addicts isn’t easy because ultimately it’s down to them if they truly want to be clean, you can lead a horse to water but you can’t make the fucker drink it.

  • bocoy noiu
    bocoy noiuVor 5 Stunden

    relieves her guilt. She feels in control & is still able to indulge - all while feeling guilt free since they all condone her approach. I pray this works for her, and wish her only the b

  • ShutUpBryson
    ShutUpBrysonVor 5 Stunden

    want some heroin?

  • SMULI bacaloni420
    SMULI bacaloni420Vor 8 Stunden

    Ich hoffe es kommt noch der Deutsche Untertitel🙊 Es ist so unglaublich, was ihr passiert ist, ich fühl so mit ihr mit 😭

  • Nation歯引き
    Nation歯引きVor 11 Stunden

    Where do I buy Froyo?

  • Steven Acuna
    Steven AcunaVor 11 Stunden

    I have been in these same conversations with the addicts in my life. This pandemic has kept her alive this long. However, the drugs will be back. She isn't ready.

  • spiritual butterfly
    spiritual butterflyVor 13 Stunden


  • Bylliejo Martin
    Bylliejo MartinVor 14 Stunden

    Unfortunately these videos just look like she’s looking for sympathy and people to enable her drug and alcohol use. Too much swapping and changing if your an addict you simply can’t do any of it.

  • Raphael Carvalho
    Raphael CarvalhoVor 14 Stunden

    she's a warrior and I'm so proud of her!

  • Victoria Capo
    Victoria CapoVor 15 Stunden

    Wait, so is this the last episode?

  • vanessalanessiia channel
    vanessalanessiia channelVor 15 Stunden

    She has to many yes men it's sad u can tell she thinks the world revolves around her .

  • Kimberley Sommerville
    Kimberley SommervilleVor 15 Stunden

    Watching this makes me think that she thinks she needs this industry and career. Like if she wasn't in the entertainment industry she'd have nothing. I mean even these interviews are too much

  • P W
    P WVor 15 Stunden

    Judgement day.

  • Moni-k 1687
    Moni-k 1687Vor 16 Stunden

    She's lying to herself, her family and friends are nothing but enablers... She's going to OD eventually again if she keeps going down this road, next time she might not be that lucky

  • Agnieszka Sanigórska
    Agnieszka SanigórskaVor 17 Stunden

    Why buying a giant fancy house when you "understand" how all the struggles with addicions, ED, mental disorders work? Why not donating money to foundations which help those people who don't have money to get help? Or animal welfare institutions?

  • kalapos kaktusz

    kalapos kaktusz

    Vor 4 Stunden

    How do you know she doesn't donate?

  • Ekko Hull
    Ekko HullVor 18 Stunden

    Why is this video not letting me watch?? It's saying I have to pay but doesn't give me a link or any way to pay?? Can someone help please😟

  • Jasmine Brouwer
    Jasmine BrouwerVor 21 Stunde

    27:06 look how cute Batman and Ella are

  • Saturday Played
    Saturday PlayedVor 22 Stunden

    The best friend an sober companion shouldn’t be around her she’s not sober she’s lost this is just for show moderation is bs weed is still a drug

  • A Goo
    A GooVor 23 Stunden

    I hope no one dealing with addiction sees this.

  • TIffanyrose Angeles
    TIffanyrose AngelesVor Tag

    Ok. So you were never bipolar?? That's odd

  • TIffanyrose Angeles
    TIffanyrose AngelesVor Tag

    I love the side of her that's into animals & crystals!! But,I'm secretly hoping,she doesn't become a serial dater" Which could perhaps slip her back into addiction. Demi, luv,feel free to cry. You still young! They'll be many many more loves to come. Or,maybe not. Maybe you should seek therapy not using your friends " as therapists" Though they are great ppl ( for a celebrity)

  • Sean h
    Sean hVor Tag

    Boy this girl is so confused,u been with guys ya whole life and at almost 30yrs ya dating girls smh 🤦

  • Lee Hill
    Lee HillVor Tag

    I LOVE the hair!

  • Melissa Coley
    Melissa ColeyVor Tag

    I am in love with her hair style..she looks amazing

  • Melissa Coley
    Melissa ColeyVor Tag

    Who did Demi vote for? 🗳

  • Christy Ibsin
    Christy IbsinVor Tag

    I am very worried for her, and it is because I see myslef in her situation almost to a T. You May have this under control for now.

  • bcvbb hyui
    bcvbb hyuiVor Tag

    would be a fun video!!

  • LittleLemoney
    LittleLemoneyVor Tag

    I think what everyone in these comments needs to do is keep their opinions to themselves. I've got my own opinions about how Demi is choosing to live her life now but she honestly doesn't need to hear them from a woman in Scotland, you know? This is her life. What works for one person, won't always work for another and the same goes for her in this situation. It's not up to us to trust her or comment on her, we're here to listen to her music and if you don't like it, honestly, it's easy to walk away without commenting. I'm not backing her decisions up nor am I putting her down and that's honestly what we should all be doing. I wish her all the luck in the world for a happy life surrounded by those who love her.

  • Lindsay Anderson
    Lindsay AndersonVor Tag

    Is this the last episode orrrr?

  • Nik Hopson
    Nik HopsonVor Tag

    Elton John kept it real. She has waaaaaay too many enablers

  • Yvonne
    YvonneVor Tag

    All I can say is thank you for staying

  • Amy Fabian
    Amy FabianVor Tag

    Is it just me or was this just alittle bit more intense with my headphones on?

  • maria grijaldo
    maria grijaldoVor Tag

    is this the last episode or will there be more??

  • kiane starnes
    kiane starnesVor Tag

  • Harmoni Gibson
    Harmoni GibsonVor Tag

    What blows my mind is her comment about still trying to convince herself that it’s ok for her to do any of these things in “moderation” when the very beginning of her song dancing with the devil starts out with her saying the same thing “it’s just a little red wine.. it won’t hurt me.. I deserve it” etc showing that obviously her fooling herself in the past about moderation didn’t work out and yet she’s still trying to justify it now.. I pray that she really does finally see through her BS enough to stop completely

  • Sarina Parrish
    Sarina ParrishVor Tag

    WOW......i watch all this just to hear her say she is using in "moderation" ? Really??? What a bad message to spread and honestly; no you are not sober .

  • Nailove Beauty
    Nailove BeautyVor Tag

    K no more episodes or?

  • RavageNightmare
    RavageNightmareVor Tag

    It’s nice to see a plus sized celebrity for once! 💯💯💯

  • Britnee StClair
    Britnee StClairVor Tag

    I have been pill free for almost six years now. I still smoke, in moderation, and I still have a drink maybe every two months or more... But smoking for me has also taken away so many of my other medications. It CAN work for some people, but I too think very black and white, BPD as well as bipolar disorder. Keeping hope that this too works for her! Your journey is yours alone. 💗💚

  • mia mia
    mia miaVor Tag

    I still feel like she is showing us a facade

  • Emine B

    Emine B

    Vor Tag

    I am worried tbh

  • Marci Rhodes
    Marci RhodesVor Tag

    She still looks so so so lost. My best friend passed away from a heroin addiction in my heart goes out to her and her family and friends. But this whole moderation thing is worrisome. I hope she heals and finds happiness.

  • Freddie morgan
    Freddie morganVor Tag

    Well Eltons 30 years sober and not through moderation! "You either do it or you dont" and that is the bottom line.....

  • Ruby Rose
    Ruby RoseVor Tag

    Girl is surrounded by too many yes people

  • Isa
    IsaVor Tag

    I fear we might lose Demi. As someone who has been surrounded by addicts in my family, moderation doesn’t work. It never will. :/

  • Mariana Rivera
    Mariana RiveraVor Tag

    I cant see the video :(

  • Marceline Dbrl
    Marceline DbrlVor Tag

    The only one who has the courage to say the true is Elton John

  • Dranzer H
    Dranzer HVor Tag

    Why isn’t she getting help for depression

  • Vicki Lucia
    Vicki LuciaVor Tag

    Demi, you need more people in your life that will tell you the truth. I pray this happens before the people around you “yes” you to death...literally. I pray you find your true identity and realize there is more to life than numbing the pain. We learn things about ourselves through the pain. Without those lessons, we repeat the cycle.

  • hola soy Tati
    hola soy TatiVor Tag

    27:14 She looks so cute. That hair cut looks great on you 🤍

  • abilyn 1105
    abilyn 1105Vor Tag

    everything was ok, until she injects the politics at 22:05

  • Michois H
    Michois HVor Tag

    The moderation thing seems like a slippery slope, but maybe being more comfortable with herself and having support around her will keep her on track. Her hair looks amazing - makes her even more cute....if that’s even possible!! Glad she dumped the actor - he seemed shady 😏

  • Emma von S.
    Emma von S.Vor Tag

    Ich vermisse den deutschen Untertitel

  • Kaesthetyc
    KaesthetycVor Tag

    Only two minutes of watching and I already want to cry, damn

  • Vinegar Husbands
    Vinegar HusbandsVor 2 Tage

    milking tf out of it

  • Thomas Harrell
    Thomas HarrellVor 2 Tage

    oh boy cant wait to hear about a rich crack head, shes different lol

  • Manda


    Vor Tag

    BAAHAHAHA I like this.

  • Victoria Grande zuniga
    Victoria Grande zunigaVor 2 Tage

    I’m so sorry but the makes me better to say that these help me because I’m not a drug addicted I knew that I’m not the first or last one on these earth that struggles we all as human beings struggle and sometimes we need that help anyone with that problem contact someone to help you 😍

  • Jessica Olguin
    Jessica OlguinVor 2 Tage

    I love you Demi, you are absolutely amazing. Famous or not your only human we all make mistakes. Your beyond amazing and I'm proud of u. I'd do anything to have my cousin here with me. He OD and died in 2017 from "h". I blame myself for him dying bc I felt like I wasn't there for him. When he needed me the most 🥺. You are beautiful and you are strong and I love u and wanna keep you in positive thoughts

  • Dilara Aras
    Dilara ArasVor 2 Tage

    These people needs to stop sugarcoating the whole situation. Just be real to her. How many more documentaries are they willing to do.They are like oh it is over let's have fun.She needs professional help

  • Dilara Aras
    Dilara ArasVor 2 Tage

    I dont think this is gonna be the last struggle of hers but I want to think so. I feel like she needs to get away from social media take a little break and stop making everyone believe that she is fine now bc she isn't fine. After that she could just fine a true person with a real character who will take care of her emotionally.I feel bad bc something horrible happens she makes a doc and same thing repeats.I truly wish she can get out of this horrible rabbit hole.

  • Sav Jordan
    Sav JordanVor 2 Tage

    When is the next episode?

  • Ang boggs
    Ang boggsVor 2 Tage

    She really needs to open her eyes and realize there is more people in the world than herself! Looks outside of yourself Demi or you will never get better.

  • Soph _Vx
    Soph _VxVor 2 Tage

    This moderation isn’t going to work. I’m scared for her.

  • Alex Keaton
    Alex KeatonVor 2 Tage

    This poor girl! Spinning out of control. If she hasn't already slipped? She will soon. There is no such thing as moderation when it comes to sobriety. Your either ALL IN or not. This girl is lying to herself and everyone else.

  • Mazvita Selemani
    Mazvita SelemaniVor 2 Tage

    I think y'all should give Demi a little credit for choosing to include Sir Elton John's comments on the moderation thing. But I honestly think that everyone's journey is different when it comes to addiction, like she said, the first way didn't work and that's why she's trying something else. The only certainty is uncertainty at this point.

  • Kaijuuu ._
    Kaijuuu ._Vor 2 Tage

    Demi’s story is very powerful and I want her to know that she’s even more empowering now than ever before.

  • Amanda Hughes
    Amanda HughesVor 2 Tage

    I recently lost my brother to an overdose and watching this made me feel so close to him. Thanks for being vulnerable and bringing us inside the mind of an addict. I'm so happy you're on the other side of it now ❤️

  • Wiktoria Mizerska
    Wiktoria MizerskaVor 2 Tage

    I love her so much, but it feels like the silence before the freaking worried about her 😔😔😔🥺

  • M L
    M LVor 2 Tage

    I mean as long as moderation MEANS moderation but it might not. so I hope for the best

  • Bryan Taylor
    Bryan TaylorVor 2 Tage

    fake brainless sellout

  • Mrs. Kitty
    Mrs. KittyVor 2 Tage

    Her laugh at the end! I LOOOOOVE IT! it’s one of a kind🙃

  • Krys' World
    Krys' WorldVor 2 Tage

    Also ok zaddy haircut! 😻

  • Kyra Law
    Kyra LawVor 2 Tage

    Love the new hair

  • julesdwill
    julesdwillVor 2 Tage

    Oh lawd just stop with the constant whiny bullshit and enjoy your privileged life, there are people that have lost their lives, their homes, careers. Count your blessings and stop trying to make yourself a constant victim smh pathetic.

  • chelsea87au
    chelsea87auVor 2 Tage

    Gawwdd i love her laugh its the best!!!!!!!!❤❤💖💖

  • SuperGinger
    SuperGingerVor 2 Tage

    Jordan the former assistant seems like the only one who actually cares.

  • Nara Felipe
    Nara FelipeVor 2 Tage

    Nossa, conseguiu ficar perfeita com esse cabelo

  • Krys' World
    Krys' WorldVor 2 Tage

    THIS. THIS WHOLE DAMN DOCUMENTARY IS EVERYTHING! My heart is so full of joy, FINALLY we see someone living in her truth in that industry and THAT is so refreshing, but most importantly are NOT ALONE in this sister. Keep on shining babe and live your truth ❤️💃🏽👯‍♀️❤️ ALL the LOVE and positive energy sent to you love! Love love love you Demi!

  • Vicky !
    Vicky !Vor 2 Tage

    The “moderation” thing. 🚩 🚩 🚩 Listen to Sir Elton John, please.

  • Claudine Criner
    Claudine CrinerVor 2 Tage

    This is everything, I’m SO SO happy for Demi and her honesty. I wish her well in everything she does. By the way Demi, my daughter is single 😂


    I thought skillet hahahahahaha

  • N Gabriel
    N GabrielVor 2 Tage

    Who else felt as soon as she said she’s engaged that it wasn’t gonna last bc he wasn’t genuine?! 🙋🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️🤦🏽‍♀️

  • Royalty by Leala MAKEUP
    Royalty by Leala MAKEUPVor 2 Tage

    I love her hair even better now!!

  • Lohanna Oliveira
    Lohanna OliveiraVor 2 Tage

    maria gadu

  • Edy Rodrigues
    Edy RodriguesVor 2 Tage

    28:19 lembrei da Cardi B kkkk Demi também tem uma risada única q me alegra 💛🇧🇷

  • slk Bambi
    slk BambiVor 2 Tage

    I don’t like that she states that her crippling depression is essentially a type most won’t understand. We have all been through very similar if not far worse situation but just no spotlight or millions of dollars to support us. Please still be humble, and take responsibility for your actions that have affected so many people.

  • mike daytona
    mike daytonaVor 2 Tage

    what the f is a demi?

  • dcbsmt
    dcbsmtVor 2 Tage

    Demi needs to have a chat with David Crosby. He's done the hard drugs and now only does weed, too.

  • L. T.
    L. T.Vor 2 Tage

    Is Demi actually okay? I can't tell

  • Emily An
    Emily AnVor 2 Tage

    relieves her guilt. She feels in control & is still able to indulge - all while feeling guilt free since they all condone her approach. I pray this works for her, and wish her only the b

  • triplejoe
    triplejoeVor 2 Tage

    Christina Aguilera is pure STUNNING! Omg!

  • Eliel Barros
    Eliel BarrosVor 2 Tage

    tá fofa ,tipo inchada

  • Ashley Shautice
    Ashley ShauticeVor 2 Tage

    Demi is honestly a mess. So much of his is actually ridiculous and it seems like no one loves her enough to tell her the truth.

  • Manda


    Vor Tag

    Hole heartedly agree. Everyone in these comments seems to see through this last episode.

  • tag ocean
    tag oceanVor 2 Tage

    I love how the intro of every episode says “if you need help just reach out for help or contact the numbers bellow (insert here public line service). There are people who can help you. The episodes: Demi had the best of the best professionals (like 100 all from different specialities) to take care of her = drug addict for over 10 years.

  • tag ocean

    tag ocean

    Vor 14 Stunden

    @Bailey Duncan agreed! The determination comes from deep inside. You can have 100 professionals arround you and not feel the motivation to change. Just makes you think.. so many experts that her money can buy and help her motivate better and faster... But nothing is happening

  • Bailey Duncan

    Bailey Duncan

    Vor 15 Stunden

    All the professionals can do is tell her how to change her life and what would help her change her life but at the end of the day none of those professionals are Demi and none of them make Demi's decisions for her

  • King yeem
    King yeemVor 2 Tage

    demi you chacing the wrong person. come here i may not be famous but i know i can give you the unconditional love and we both and continue to to be the better version of ourselves. =)

  • Lea G
    Lea GVor 2 Tage

    Her story moves me really she has been through so much and being still as strong to keep fighting is incredible I wish I could be at least 1% strong as she is! I wish and pray so much for her to get better and her addictions to only be part of the past I really think she deserves more than anyone to live the life she dream of to be the happiest in her life in her music in everything ! Demi I pray so hard for you because you deserve it and know that you are not alone of course you have your family and friends but you have millions of people who support you in the best way ! Don’t be scared or trying to be a role model for everyone because by being yourself really even during hard time people will support you ! You can be sure of that ! Stay strong baby we love you support you and pray for you

  • Reetta
    ReettaVor 2 Tage

    Only 4 episode?

  • Amy Rae
    Amy RaeVor 2 Tage

    Not sure why you have to pay for episode 3 & 4, I though this was supposed to help people not be a money grab and promo for the album. Pretty disappointing.

  • Amanda Stickley
    Amanda StickleyVor 2 Tage

    I love Elton

  • T JAY
    T JAYVor 2 Tage

    20:41 GUUUURL! SANG IT! 😍

  • Kali Burnham
    Kali BurnhamVor 2 Tage

    The friends she has I dream of having 🥰